it's all happening to me (it penetrates) itching thorugh the inside of my skin (it penetrates) wrenching my guts, numbing my brain (it penetrates) i think i've lost my sanity it's not fading away (it penetrates) reaching through this sting in my veins(it penetrates) feeling myself wanting to bleed (it penetrates) i know i've lost my sanity (it irks) am i the only one (it irks) think i can't change (it irks) the thoughts in my brain are full of maggots from your words (it irks) am i the only one (it irks) think i can't change (it irks) the thoughts in my brain re full of maggots from your words i, i've lost my sanity lasting pain in me soffocate my decadence and the shadows whisper they blame me all around betraying me my skin tears like a cloth each time i think of you knowing there's no escape so i'm tortured by my own thoughts and it (it irks) am i the only one (it irks) think i can't change (it irks) the thoughts in my brain are full of maggots from your words (it irks) am i the only one (it irks) think i can't change (it irks) the thoughts in my brain are full of maggots from your words it irks it irks it irks it irks it irks(am i the only one) it irks(am i the only one) it irks(am i the only one) it irks(am i the only one) it irks it irks it irks it irks it irks(think i can't change) it irks(think i can't change) it irks(think i can't change) it irks(think i can't change) irks irks irks irks

hey you, remember me remember when you said things weren't meant to be for me but now you see the difference between you and me it sucks how much profuse people like you fill this world they suck up all the fake from the ones they can never be but deep inside you're just dying while my voice fucks your mind why does it have to be the other way around for me i don't fuck with anyone unless they fuck with me but for you it was defeat that's when you started to speak gathering everything from the past mould it straight into your heart i don't care if you don't talk to me there's one thing i want you to see i'm not dead, i am real and i'm the one laughing because i'm living my dream hey, you there, remember me you really thought you took away from me my soul, my sanity but it was not meant to be, fuck it sucks how much profuse people like you fill this world they suck up all the fake from the ones they can never be and in this life you'll keep on dying as my spark will make you blind why does it have to be the other way around for me i don't fuck with anyone unless you fuck with me but for you it was defeat that's when you started to speak gathering everything from the past mould it straight into your heart i don't care if you don't talk to me there's one thing i want you to see i'm not dead, i am real and i'm the one laughing because i'm living my dream you think i'm oblivious, a low life and what not but you just hide behind closed doors, fuck up and rot why don't you rise up, prove yourself and take me down but you can never win against me, you never had anyway can never win against me, you never had anyway never win against me, never had anyway never win against me, never had anyway never win against me, you never had anyway you can never win against me, never had anyway never with against me, never had anyway never win against me, never had anyway never win against me, never had anyway why does it have to be the other way around for me i don't fuck with anyone unless you fuck with me but for you it was defeat that's when you started to speak gathering everything from the past mould it straight into your heart i don't care if you don't talk to me there's one thing i want you to see i'm not dead, i am real and i'm the one laughing because i'm living my dream why does it have to be the other way around for me i don't fuck with anyone unless you fuck with me but for you it was defeat that's when you started to speak gathering everything from the past mould it straight into your heart i don't care if you don't talk to me there's one thing i want you to see i'm not dead, i am real and i'm the one laughing because i'm living my dream

These lesions were to break in Set themselves inside my skin Unbounded corporatists Found myself locked in their place Defiled yet integrated Sell yourself, all in vain Like faded, fucking sadists Watch the blood go down the drain Curing the infection One bullet at a time Hide your life's direction And bury me with your lies Still begging for suggestions Do you even care if i die Get the fuck out of my face Walk the path with transmitters Keep an eye on where is blood Locked on to your dogmatic trusts You better watch your step before I end it all Shame never consumes enough Looking through the things you've done Still lusting for more to burn You better watch your step before I end it all Move by denial's weight Everything you've learned to hate Witness yet excuse to wait You better watch your step before I end it all Something seemed to take away Your ability to feel the pain Better stay away from me You better watch your step before I end it all This sickness, dissipated Builds iron walls around you You're breaking, need a way in To steal the flesh that you could use Maturate and dominate with Foiling conformity Aren't you prompting Aren't you probing To prey on us, faking dignity Curing the infection One bullet at a time Hide your life's direction And bury me with your lies Still begging for suggestions Do you even care if i die Get the fuck out of my face Walk the path with transmitters Keep an eye on where is blood Locked on to your dogmatic trusts You better watch your step before I end it all Shame never consumes enough Looking through the things you've done Still lusting for more to burn You better watch your step before I end it all Move by denial's weight Everything you've learned to hate Witness yet excuse to wait You better watch your step before I end it all Something seemed to take away Your ability to feel the pain Better stay away from me You better watch your step before I end it all Even when no one has been there Devil's work is upon us Heaven would not pick you up now Hell will lead you down below me Even when the darkest sorrows Leave you hopeful for salvation Heaven would not pick you up now Hell will drag you down below

As soon as I turn my back at ya I know you will stab me deep Pitching all the same love songs, won't ya I'll tear them up just like I'll break your teeth Why'd you run, why'd you hide Are you this afraid of me Why'd you lie, when you knew I could be your enemy Break the ties, every time Eat my heart, drink from it One more time, piss on me Left me drained and I AM!!! Just screaming all the pain INSIDE!!! With insanity i have been taken DOWN!!! With all my feelings numbed I will gladly give your, SACRIFICE!!! Enjoying all the freedom you, GOT!!! Looks like you got some friends, FRIENDS!!! Are you ready for me, MOTHERFUCKER!!! I am worse than your foe! Still loathing the things you did to damage me Two faced slut you'll always be Wondering how and when I'll forgive ya But you don't wear the mask that was blinding me Coming back from your grave I'll knock you down straight in hell Don't I see hostility Warning signs, plain to see Break the ties, every time Eat my heart, drink from it One more time, piss on me Left me drained and I AM!!! Just screaming all the pain INSIDE!!! With insanity i have been taken DOWN!!! With all my feelings numbed I will gladly give your, YOUR SACRIFICE!!! Enjoying all the freedom you, GOT!!! Looks like you got some friends, FRIENDS!!! Are you ready for me, MOTHERFUCKER!!! I am worse than your foe! The way you turned yourself in Do you think I give a fuck The way you treated me bitch You ain't worthy of my dick (X4) CAUSE I AM!!! Just screaming all the pain INSIDE!!! With insanity i have been taken DOWN!!! With all my feelings numbed I will gladly give your, SACRIFICE!!! Enjoying all the freedom you, GOT!!! Looks like you got some friends, FRIENDS!!! Are you ready for me, MOTHERFUCKER!!! I am worse than your foe! I AM!!! Just screaming all the pain INSIDE!!! With insanity i have been taken DOWN!!! With all my feelings numbed I will gladly give your, SACRIFICE!!! Enjoying all the freedom you, GOT!!! Looks like you got some friends, FRIENDS!!! Are you ready for me, MOTHERFUCKER!!! I am worse than your foe

his whole fucking mess I've lived through I would've died long ago if i could I faked to stay strong, forced to continue But these demons of my kind never knew As I start to lose my mind My eyes turn to red from white I reassure seven is never meant to be whole And I never even questioned why But I did witness myself torn apart or rather pushed away Because they knew I was clawing my way out White rose smeared in blood Two times all over again Look what you did to my life Tears they drop, sworn by pain Hypocritical parasites Delay my fucking healing time Smoulder and paralyse Keep my mind like a stillborn child. My whole fucking life, I've looked for a clue Why this difference ain't of a use Blanched dreams, a broken smile, devalued Five trees, one diseased, nothing new Once again these fits of dementia Make me think what am I still doing here Since long I wanted to end the suffering But for you I'll have to fight not flight Keep on hating you till my last breath escapes me I'll keep on collecting the scars you put on me White rose smeared in blood Two times all over again Look what you did to my life Tears they drop, sworn by pain Hypocritical parasites Delay my fucking healing time Smoulder and paralyse Keep my mind like a stillborn child I, now, can't take it anymore Boast about this shithole you can't stop calling your home I've bled and cried and whatnot to conceal Your lies and your torture your lust your beliefs that Got me locked up in a cage to rot for eternity Look at me, what do you see, a failed test subject, ready to be disposed Fuck off, make another one or humour me Do it all over and over and over again White rose smeared in blood Two times all over again Look what you did to my life Tears they drop, sworn by pain Hypocritical parasites Delay my fucking healing time Smoulder and paralyse Keep my mind like a stillborn child White rose smeared in blood Two times all over again Look what you did to my life Tears they drop, sworn by pain Hypocritical parasites Delay my fucking healing time Smoulder and paralyse Keep my mind like a stillborn child

We are growing a nightmare, it's the darkest of all, they can't see at our end, because they just want to fall, forever, Hear the voices before they yell, feel the spaces before you expel, look around in time yourself, before the need to die ascends, They don't see what we see, realm unseen, they just leave when we bleed, realm unseen, they leave when we reveal, realm unseen, they can't see the world beneath, We are bound to be there, where hatred revolves, you stop us when we begin, because you just want to fall, forever, Hear the voices before they yell, feel the spaces before you expel, look around in time yourself, before the need to die ascends, They don't see what we see, realm unseen, they just leave when we bleed, realm unseen, they leave when we reveal, realm unseen, they can't see the world beneath, A monster, A monster, A monster, A monster, A monster, we feed, beneath your ground, A tyrant, that creeps, behind your eyes, A monster, we feed, beneath your ground, A tyrant, that creeps, behind your eyes, They don't see what we see, realm unseen, they just leave when we bleed, realm unseen, they leave when we reveal, realm unseen, they can't see the world beneath, realm unseen, They don't see what we see, realm unseen, they just leave when we bleed, realm unseen, they leave when we reveal, realm unseen, they can't see the world beneath,