his whole fucking mess I've lived through
I would've died long ago if i could
I faked to stay strong, forced to continue
But these demons of my kind never knew
As I start to lose my mind
My eyes turn to red from white
I reassure seven is never meant to be whole
And I never even questioned why
But I did witness myself torn apart or rather pushed away
Because they knew I was clawing my way out

White rose smeared in blood
Two times all over again
Look what you did to my life
Tears they drop, sworn by pain
Hypocritical parasites
Delay my fucking healing time
Smoulder and paralyse
Keep my mind like a stillborn child.

My whole fucking life, I've looked for a clue
Why this difference ain't of a use
Blanched dreams, a broken smile, devalued
Five trees, one diseased, nothing new

Once again these fits of dementia
Make me think what am I still doing here
Since long I wanted to end the suffering
But for you I'll have to fight not flight
Keep on hating you till my last breath escapes me
I'll keep on collecting the scars you put on me

White rose smeared in blood
Two times all over again
Look what you did to my life
Tears they drop, sworn by pain
Hypocritical parasites
Delay my fucking healing time
Smoulder and paralyse
Keep my mind like a stillborn child


I, now, can't take it anymore
Boast about this shithole you can't stop calling your home
I've bled and cried and whatnot to conceal
Your lies and your torture your lust your beliefs that
Got me locked up in a cage to rot for eternity
Look at me, what do you see, a failed test subject, ready to be disposed
Fuck off, make another one or humour me
Do it all over and over and over again

White rose smeared in blood
Two times all over again
Look what you did to my life
Tears they drop, sworn by pain
Hypocritical parasites
Delay my fucking healing time
Smoulder and paralyse
Keep my mind like a stillborn child

White rose smeared in blood
Two times all over again
Look what you did to my life
Tears they drop, sworn by pain
Hypocritical parasites
Delay my fucking healing time
Smoulder and paralyse
Keep my mind like a stillborn child